Hard Rain's a Gonna Fall
Hello my friends, thank you for your kind and encouraging words. I've been in a funk as of late. Why's that? Look at the news, the blogs, the whirling entropy happening everywhere. It breaks my chest open as if receiving open heart surgery everyday to see atrocities overseas, our complete submersion of the right of habeas corpus in Guantanamo bay ,our malnourished babies here in the inner cities or rural America, the unbearable pain of a young college gunman and the subsequent pain he invoked on some many innocents. In my own Buddhist training, the idea is to feel compassion for every sentient being, whether they're living lives in deep, horrific delusion or just peacefully struggling for food and shelter. Just when it feels you can't take in more, you breathe in more of the world's pain, and your heart expands. Eventually your heart becomes an infinite reservoir, ready to take in the pain of all sentient beings.
Bobby Dylan has been spinning chronically in my cd player and his words seem to convey my mood best :I've stumbled on the side of twelve misty mountains, I've walked and I've crawled on six crooked highways, and I've stepped in the middle of seven side forests, I've been out in front of a dozen dead oceans, I've been ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard , and it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard rain gonna fall....and what da you do now my blue eyed son, and would do ya do know my darling young one, I'm going back out for the rain starts a fallin, I head for depths of the deepest, dark forests, where the people are many andy their hands are all empty, where the pellets of poison are flooding their waters, and I tell it and think it and breathe it, and reflect from the mount so all souls can see it, and I stand on the ocean till until I start sinking, and I know my song well before I start singing,and it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard, it's a hard rain gonna fall.
